Wednesday 19 December 2012

Call You Mine

31 Mac 2012. tarikh yang takkan pernah padam dalam jiwa. titik mula aku belajar mengenal erti kehilangan,kerinduan dan kehidupan. juga erti peluang kedua yang takkan datang untuk ketiga kali.

rindu tak pernah pudar
tangis tak pernah kering
ingatan tak pernah luput
dan hari kian berlalu pergi...

Jad, sejak aku balik dari Lanchang, kenapa aku rindu kau teruk sangat?
Aku macam hilang mood, hilang semangat. Aku nak gelak pun dah takde perasaan.
Everything is worse. I need you guys back like before but i knew.. it won't.

Jad, i feel bad to my classmates. Aku tahu dorang tak rasa happy dengan aku sekarang ni. But, nothing i can do. I can't do anything. None of them. I knew they were dissappointed with me. No longer be the old me. Less social , less talk, less life, less smile. Aku takde mood je jad.

Last night Allah nak uji aku agaknye Jad. Dia bagi aku rasa rindu tahap tak tertanggung kat kau. Frankly speaks, i cried. After 10months, the worse was last night. I went a ride, I suddenly met a person on my way. He asked me why. I told him never mind. I chose your favourite drink, Teh O Ais. And Alhamdulillah, i felt better. Syukur syukur alhamdulillah. :D

Jad, i've found a very beautiful song. Such a soft one. Aku tau ni bukan taste kau. Tapi aku dedicate jugak kat kau. hehe. As if you were here..

Call You Mine - Jeff Bernatt feat Geologics

call you my own, and can I call you my lover
Call you my one and only girl 
call you my everything, call you my baby
You’re the only one who runs my world~~



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